What a wonderful time this is... Everything goes plain and simple. Of course there are problems too. But I just enjoy playing this game. I don't even know the rules, but it's exactly like those games the kids play. When it's you who must discover the rules. Excepting the fact that in real life, the game doesn't end after you get the rules right.

Anyhow, I feel like I'm dreaming. After all these years, I enjoy the game. Unfortunately, I may be the only one. Most of you don't know how to play it. And I don't like to play it with some of you. You know, it's like you're in the school yard. And when it's about football, some take you in their team, some don't. They just don't. It's not like they don't like you, maybe they just think that you're not good enough to score. Or they just don't need you, cause they already have a team.
I was talking about demons a while ago... Maybe it's for the first time in my life, when I'm making the rules. Not them.


After you all read this, now you're probably thinking: "this must be really great. he's so enjoying it. playing by your own rules, controlling the demons inside, having a wonderful time..."

No It's not like that. It's not like that at all.
And it's all linked to decisions. Important decisions. And that's pretty.. well... pretty horrible.

Because when you don't know the rules, you don't know that you can be hurt. Or die. And that's sad. Because I still don't know all the rules. And I'm still surprised.
<<One kick in the butt means one step ahead.>>
And I'm sooo...so many steps ahead .


And it hurts pretty bad when I see the people around me just don't wanna play anymore. Cause you can't just quit. You agreed the rules before you were born. And you gotta play it till the end. Of the game. Or of your own.
Cause when you stop playing and sit there and cry for yourself, you only get kicked. Of course there is always someone to help you. But you just have to get back playing. Or you will get hit again. Every hit attracts an other kick. So you have to stand up.

It's not like kick or you'll be kicked. Bite or you'll get bitten.

It's all about equilibrium. When we all play this game, there's nobody left around. You don't have to avoid anyone.


It's hard to put this right. I don't even know if you understood a word. You tell me that.

***Piece of advice 1: Stop crying, get a hold of yourself and, for start, watch the others playing. See what they do, then do what they do, but in your own way.

***Piece of advice 2: If you fail, try again. Ever tried? Ever failed? Try again. Fail again. Fail better.

***Piece of advice 3: You have the right to hate or love. But remember that hate is a converted love. And that love is blind. And that blindness is the peak of seeing.


I really feel dumb for not being able to explain this vision of the game we play.
It's like a dance...

***Piece of advice 4: Think about it. Don't miss a thing.

***Piece of advice 5: Don't forget about the Fifth Rule.